Friday, October 03, 2008
mahigit isang taon na pala. andaming nangyari. nakakapagod isa isahin. as if naman may pakialam kayo. haha. pero for the sake of archiving, walang wenta na yang mga entries sa baba. tapos na ang saga na yun sa buhay ko. matagal na ring nagsimula ang isa pang saga na sa tingin ko naman ay huli na :) ngets ba? masaya ako ngayon. pinapasaya niya ako ng sobra sobra. :)
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
wtf.nagkabaliktad bigla.
pero hindi ibig sabihin na ganun na yun.
kala mo ah. di ganun yun. di basta basta na lang na ganun yun.
di kame papayag. wtf.
wag ka na feeling, miss. :)
kala mo ah.kaw nagpasimula nito--nung pinamukha mo sakin yun.
o kitams.ipapamukha ko rin sayo. >:)
bala na.sori na lang.kupal daw ako sabi nila eh.harhar.pasensyahan.pamukhaan.
tae.
mahaba pa oras.di naman kasi nagmamadali.ohwell.yaan na magkamali.pero wag mo isipin na ganun na yun ha.
ha? HA?! :p
Sunday, September 16, 2007
i'm sorry for everything i am not.
i'm SORRY because..
i am so not girly. i am anything but kikay. i don't put stuff on my face, i don't wear skirts, sleeveless tops and high-heels. my hair is almost always in a ponytail. i don't even put powder on my face. i don't carry a mirror in my bag. but i always carry a comb because of my hair that never listens to me. i don't go to salons and spas except to have a haircut. i only wear shirts, jeans, sneakers/slippers. i don't wear any fancy jewelry. i hate getting dressed up for formal events. i'm not used to heels so i always take them off.
the few times i wear nailpolish, they always get chipped. i always have to have two pairs of school shoes because one pair doesn't last a year on me. masyado daw malikot.
i like to pig out. i don't bite burgers. i eat a lot when i'm mad and i'm not ashamed to eat in front of guys. i like to sit indian-style. i even play computer games. i sit indian-style when i'm in front of the computer. i'm not maarte when it comes to eating utensils. i can share a single fork/spoon/glass with ten other girls/guys.
i trashtalk a lot. in normal conversations, dota games, etc. i curse like a guy, someone told me. mahulig manuntok, mahilig mambatok, mahilig manapak. on rare occasions, i even eat more than guys eat. people tell me their problems, they cry to me and i cry to them.
uh-huh i cry.i like to make jokes, i like making people laugh and i am crazy most of the time. kalog. some people even joke that i am "one of the guys".
siguro. but i am also such a girl when it comes to some things.
i cry. i blush. i flirt (come on, everyone does. >:) )
i read magazines, i blog, i write stories. i talk on the phone and i never let go of my cellphone. and like all girls, i actually care about my weight but i just can't stop myself from eating when i'm angry.haha. i admire good outfits. it actually feels weird when i see a gay guy who looks and acts more girly than me. haha! i also really like earrings, and in fact i collect them.
and i love. and i get hurt. and i hate. but the bottom line is.. even though i don't show it, i really am such a girl (as my "twin" said). yes, i fall in love but only once in a purple moon streaked with neon blue lights. haha. now you have an idea on how rare i fall. but when i fall, i fall HARD.
i am not some prissy, kikay, girly damsel in distress. but that doesn't mean i'm not waiting for someone to come for me. coz i am.
Monday, April 23, 2007
haaay.whatever i say is wrong.diba?ganun naman palagi.
kahit anu pang sabihin ko, iba ang mangyayari. kasi hindi ako ang nasusunod. don't you realize that i've sacrificed waaaay too much para lang sa inyo? kasi gusto ko kayo maging masaya.
and i AM happy tuwing nandito ako.but sometimes, it's not enough.i'm sorry. sometimes.. ewan. selfish na kung selfish.. but sometimes, i think you also have to take time to think about me. about what it feels to be in my situation. kasi kayo yung nasa isang side. sila naman yung nasa isa pang side. ako naman yung pabalik balik.
at ganito yun. kahit saan akong side pumunta, parating may maiiwan, parating may magfifeel bad, at parating ako ang sinisisi.
:(
Friday, March 23, 2007
we had our exams today.our final exams.we're officially done with academics.but graduation is still on april 27.and a lot of things can still happen before that fateful day.
i can't believe i'm going to be a college student in a few months.this whole week has been about reminiscing and stuff.sure, i know we'll still be friends in college, but things are going to change. we won't see each other everyday, and some won't be studying in UPLB. a gap may form. but i know the memories will keep our ties strong. iba daw talaga kasi ang high school eh.
when i started high school, i knew it was gonna be an adventure. and when it ended, here i am: a completely different person. i changed a lot. i used to be ms.innocent. and now i'm like.. ms.bad girl. cutting classes when i feel like it, cursing became a habit, coming home late, and the likes. a lot of things have happened, and a lot of changes took place.
in just a span of four freaking years.
i was able to make friends, and lose them, and get them back. i was able to bring down someone. i was able to have fun, to face consequences, and i rebelled even more. BASTA. i even fell for someone i never expected i would.. and not just fall. i fell hard.
college?yea, i guess i AM looking forward to it. though i'm also dreading it at the same time.i'll miss this.. i'll miss high school.
but then.. college is just another big adventure.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
every monday, we have statistics from 1.00-4.00. well, good luck na lang samin.how we manage to survive that? i have no idea. all i know is this: yesterday, after the first hour and a half of stat, we were given a 10-minute break. and five of us? well.
we cut class.
meaning?we didn't go back.we just stayed in the canteen, eating pancit canton.hence the name "Cantoners". and we had fun. we talked about a lot of "things". ahaha. you get the idea!*wink*
grabe.this year, senior year, is turning out to be so eventful.sobrang pasaway ko na..di ko alam kung bakit ko pa ito tinutuloy. siguro kasi, ewan. freedom. masaya yung feeling na pwede kang magpakawala.
dba nga?masarap ang bawal.haha.ilang times ko na yan natype sa blogs ko?MASARAP ANG BAWAL. putek.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
you know i drink.
you know i drink a lot.
you know i drink often.
you know that when i drink, everyone knows about it, except my parents.
i don't hide that fact from everyone.the fact that i drink.it's part of my image now.
but people still continue to surprise me.
this afternoon, at Area51, i was lying down on sis bea's gym bag, and covered in icks' jacket. matt enters and looks at me. i sit up, and he asks.
matt: ayos ka lang?
reg: oo naman... bkt?
matt: wala lang. mukha kang wasted.
what the freaking fuck.
okay, so i was dead tired, i was sleepy, i had my period. haha. or matt was just thinking on a different level.
reg: mukha ba kong uminom?
bea: oo.
oh well.haha.
mahigit isang taon na pala. andaming nangyari. nakakapagod isa isahin. as if naman may pakialam kayo. haha. pero for the sake of archiving, walang wenta na yang mga entries sa baba. tapos na ang saga na yun sa buhay ko. matagal na ring nagsimula ang isa pang saga na sa tingin ko naman ay huli na :) ngets ba? masaya ako ngayon. pinapasaya niya ako ng sobra sobra. :)
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
wtf.nagkabaliktad bigla.
pero hindi ibig sabihin na ganun na yun.
kala mo ah. di ganun yun. di basta basta na lang na ganun yun.
di kame papayag. wtf.
wag ka na feeling, miss. :)
kala mo ah.kaw nagpasimula nito--nung pinamukha mo sakin yun.
o kitams.ipapamukha ko rin sayo. >:)
bala na.sori na lang.kupal daw ako sabi nila eh.harhar.pasensyahan.pamukhaan.
tae.
mahaba pa oras.di naman kasi nagmamadali.ohwell.yaan na magkamali.pero wag mo isipin na ganun na yun ha.
ha? HA?! :p
Sunday, September 16, 2007
i'm sorry for everything i am not.
i'm SORRY because..
i am so not girly. i am anything but kikay. i don't put stuff on my face, i don't wear skirts, sleeveless tops and high-heels. my hair is almost always in a ponytail. i don't even put powder on my face. i don't carry a mirror in my bag. but i always carry a comb because of my hair that never listens to me. i don't go to salons and spas except to have a haircut. i only wear shirts, jeans, sneakers/slippers. i don't wear any fancy jewelry. i hate getting dressed up for formal events. i'm not used to heels so i always take them off.
the few times i wear nailpolish, they always get chipped. i always have to have two pairs of school shoes because one pair doesn't last a year on me. masyado daw malikot.
i like to pig out. i don't bite burgers. i eat a lot when i'm mad and i'm not ashamed to eat in front of guys. i like to sit indian-style. i even play computer games. i sit indian-style when i'm in front of the computer. i'm not maarte when it comes to eating utensils. i can share a single fork/spoon/glass with ten other girls/guys.
i trashtalk a lot. in normal conversations, dota games, etc. i curse like a guy, someone told me. mahulig manuntok, mahilig mambatok, mahilig manapak. on rare occasions, i even eat more than guys eat. people tell me their problems, they cry to me and i cry to them.
uh-huh i cry.i like to make jokes, i like making people laugh and i am crazy most of the time. kalog. some people even joke that i am "one of the guys".
siguro. but i am also such a girl when it comes to some things.
i cry. i blush. i flirt (come on, everyone does. >:) )
i read magazines, i blog, i write stories. i talk on the phone and i never let go of my cellphone. and like all girls, i actually care about my weight but i just can't stop myself from eating when i'm angry.haha. i admire good outfits. it actually feels weird when i see a gay guy who looks and acts more girly than me. haha! i also really like earrings, and in fact i collect them.
and i love. and i get hurt. and i hate. but the bottom line is.. even though i don't show it, i really am such a girl (as my "twin" said). yes, i fall in love but only once in a purple moon streaked with neon blue lights. haha. now you have an idea on how rare i fall. but when i fall, i fall HARD.
i am not some prissy, kikay, girly damsel in distress. but that doesn't mean i'm not waiting for someone to come for me. coz i am.
Monday, April 23, 2007
haaay.whatever i say is wrong.diba?ganun naman palagi.
kahit anu pang sabihin ko, iba ang mangyayari. kasi hindi ako ang nasusunod. don't you realize that i've sacrificed waaaay too much para lang sa inyo? kasi gusto ko kayo maging masaya.
and i AM happy tuwing nandito ako.but sometimes, it's not enough.i'm sorry. sometimes.. ewan. selfish na kung selfish.. but sometimes, i think you also have to take time to think about me. about what it feels to be in my situation. kasi kayo yung nasa isang side. sila naman yung nasa isa pang side. ako naman yung pabalik balik.
at ganito yun. kahit saan akong side pumunta, parating may maiiwan, parating may magfifeel bad, at parating ako ang sinisisi.
:(
Friday, March 23, 2007
we had our exams today.our final exams.we're officially done with academics.but graduation is still on april 27.and a lot of things can still happen before that fateful day.
i can't believe i'm going to be a college student in a few months.this whole week has been about reminiscing and stuff.sure, i know we'll still be friends in college, but things are going to change. we won't see each other everyday, and some won't be studying in UPLB. a gap may form. but i know the memories will keep our ties strong. iba daw talaga kasi ang high school eh.
when i started high school, i knew it was gonna be an adventure. and when it ended, here i am: a completely different person. i changed a lot. i used to be ms.innocent. and now i'm like.. ms.bad girl. cutting classes when i feel like it, cursing became a habit, coming home late, and the likes. a lot of things have happened, and a lot of changes took place.
in just a span of four freaking years.
i was able to make friends, and lose them, and get them back. i was able to bring down someone. i was able to have fun, to face consequences, and i rebelled even more. BASTA. i even fell for someone i never expected i would.. and not just fall. i fell hard.
college?yea, i guess i AM looking forward to it. though i'm also dreading it at the same time.i'll miss this.. i'll miss high school.
but then.. college is just another big adventure.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
every monday, we have statistics from 1.00-4.00. well, good luck na lang samin.how we manage to survive that? i have no idea. all i know is this: yesterday, after the first hour and a half of stat, we were given a 10-minute break. and five of us? well.
we cut class.
meaning?we didn't go back.we just stayed in the canteen, eating pancit canton.hence the name "Cantoners". and we had fun. we talked about a lot of "things". ahaha. you get the idea!*wink*
grabe.this year, senior year, is turning out to be so eventful.sobrang pasaway ko na..di ko alam kung bakit ko pa ito tinutuloy. siguro kasi, ewan. freedom. masaya yung feeling na pwede kang magpakawala.
dba nga?masarap ang bawal.haha.ilang times ko na yan natype sa blogs ko?MASARAP ANG BAWAL. putek.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
you know i drink.
you know i drink a lot.
you know i drink often.
you know that when i drink, everyone knows about it, except my parents.
i don't hide that fact from everyone.the fact that i drink.it's part of my image now.
but people still continue to surprise me.
this afternoon, at Area51, i was lying down on sis bea's gym bag, and covered in icks' jacket. matt enters and looks at me. i sit up, and he asks.
matt: ayos ka lang?
reg: oo naman... bkt?
matt: wala lang. mukha kang wasted.
what the freaking fuck.
okay, so i was dead tired, i was sleepy, i had my period. haha. or matt was just thinking on a different level.
reg: mukha ba kong uminom?
bea: oo.
oh well.haha.
